Guess who broke down crying this morning?
Well... here was my week in review:
MONDAY: School. Work. Homework. Sleep
TUESDAY: School. Work. Homework. Sleep.
WEDNESDAY: AP test. Youthgroup. Sleep.
THURSDAY: AP test. Work. Sleep.
FRIDAY: School. Work until really late. Little bit of relaxing. Sleep.
Wednesday, we got back from the AP Calculus test right in time to do some really hard physics homework (assigned by the same person who is my calc teacher. What?!)
Thursday, I got back from the AP English exam almost at the last period of school. I then worked until close for the first time. It started off as fun, but about an hour before we closed, I got really tired, and I felt like a piece of crap and was really slow and everything. Add on the fact that I'm stressed about college money, and not really even looking forward to graduating as much as ANYBODY around me, and you get the fact that I almost felt like crying then.
Then Saturday my plan was simple: Get up about 8/9, since I went to bed after midnight the night before. Relax until noon, then mow the lawn.
What happened: I woke up at 7:30, so I was crazy tired. Started watching television, but then my dad shouted to me that I had to mow the lawn (because it was "supposed to rain in the afternoon," even though according to yahoo!, there was a 30% chance of rain up until 11 o clock, and then it wasn't supposed to rain at all after that). Then, while already being annoyed at him, he snapped at me about something, and I kind of lost it.
I went to the back yard to cry, but then he went in the backyard to do some work, so I went into the garage. Then he followed. I left to start up the lawn mower. He stared at me for a good two minutes while I did so. I don't think he even realized that I was crying.
BUT! the good news is that yesterday I also bought the paramore CD that I still didn't own, and that the high school banquet was fun!
(Also, it's kind of weird crying while mowing a lawn